AND I’M DOING THIS STUPID MOVING-ROUND-THE-WORLD THING PURELY SO THAT I CAN BE ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WORLD. WHICH IS INSANELY STUPID. I AM ENTIRELY MAD.
This probably doesn't help, but I'm going to tell you a story anyway.
A friend of mine decided she wanted to go live in Japan. She doesn't speak Japanese, and couldn't figure out why the hell she thought it was such a good idea. But, she landed a job and went there to teach English to Japanese people anyway.
It was really scary, a lot of it sucked, she misses people all the time.. but now that her visa is up, she desperately does NOT want to leave Japan.
So..maybe if you have this idea that you want to go, and need to go, and that it will be the best thing ever..maybe you're right. And you should do everything you can to go, and nip the blind panic in the butt - cause if you think you'll love it, you probably will.
...plus on a totally selfish note, I wanna go to England, and it would be a hoot to run into you there.
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This probably doesn't help, but I'm going to tell you a story anyway.
A friend of mine decided she wanted to go live in Japan. She doesn't speak Japanese, and couldn't figure out why the hell she thought it was such a good idea. But, she landed a job and went there to teach English to Japanese people anyway.
It was really scary, a lot of it sucked, she misses people all the time.. but now that her visa is up, she desperately does NOT want to leave Japan.
So..maybe if you have this idea that you want to go, and need to go, and that it will be the best thing ever..maybe you're right. And you should do everything you can to go, and nip the blind panic in the butt - cause if you think you'll love it, you probably will.
...plus on a totally selfish note, I wanna go to England, and it would be a hoot to run into you there.