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This was written for [livejournal.com profile] still_grrr's month of Happiness.

The comics (*glares at them*) inspired me, kind of...




Really Truly

Alive alive he’s alive

Buffy sits still, trying to think, with Dawn eyeing her cautiously as if she might explode.

The bastard didn’t let her know, it’s been months and he didn’t even tell her he’s alive but alive he is yes alive

Angry. She’s angry. Definitely.

What kind of idiotic, ridiculous vampire do you have to be to throw away years of relationship and decide it’s worthless and you’re not even – but he’s alive alive alive! really alive

Furious, even.

He’s stupid, and selfish, and it would serve him right if she didn’t talk to him for a few years, just so he can see what it feels like, moronic man, and stop being so annoying and horrible and alive and alive so alive he’s back yes alive not dead after all

What exactly is she supposed to feel, anyway?

Alive really really alive really real alive alive oh yes

Hurt, definitely.

Because he is alive, no, stupid, he’s stupid, that’s what she meant, stupid, selfish, and probably faking this whole wonderful mess just to spite her – but he’s really alive? it’s not going to be some horrible dream that – no, he’s alive, he’s got to be alive alive alive alive

And angry. Upset. And stuff like that.

Ridiculous idiot, who’s completely incompetent, alive, alive, selfish, alive cowardly alive alive yes really alive he sucks he’s alive alive! alive annoying man alive alive so alive he’s real alive it’s not over not done alive alive alive oh yes alive

She know she should be all those things – she’ll get there in a minute. But right now, for some reason she just can’t stop smiling…



Date: 2010-09-01 11:04 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] slaymesoftly.livejournal.com
Wonderful. Made me smile with a lump in my throat.

Date: 2010-09-02 01:48 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Thanks!

Date: 2010-09-01 11:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] louise39.livejournal.com
What exactly is she supposed to feel, anyway?


In a closet Spike-Buffy world?? She would feel great!! Thanks.

Date: 2010-09-02 01:49 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Glad you like it!

Date: 2010-09-01 11:38 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] beer-good-foamy.livejournal.com
Awwww. Completely OOC, obviously, but awwwwww. ;-)

Date: 2010-09-02 01:48 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (silly season 8)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Completely OOC, obviously

Oh, totally. I really should stick closer to canon, shouldn't I?


Glad you like this!

Date: 2010-09-01 11:46 pm (UTC)
ext_30166: Sierra looking holy shit amazing (Default)
From: [identity profile] lavastar.livejournal.com
And now I can't stop smiling! :P

Date: 2010-09-02 01:49 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Yay! :D

Date: 2010-09-01 11:46 pm (UTC)
quinara: Buffy looks up with a bloom of yellow sparklies behind her. (Buffy sparkles)
From: [personal profile] quinara
I echo BGF - awww! :)

Date: 2010-09-02 01:49 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Glad you like this!

Date: 2010-09-02 01:49 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Glad you like this!

Date: 2010-09-02 01:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] penny-lane-42.livejournal.com
Um, I think this might be one of my very favorite reunion scenes ever and I have read a lot of them. A lot a lot.

Because this is exactly how Buffy would react. Exactly!

Take that, Joss Whedon!

Date: 2010-09-02 01:50 am (UTC)
deird1: Spike and Buffy's flamey hands, with text "true love" (Spuffy hands)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Yay! Thanks!


That's the useful thing about crappy scenes. They inspire me to do better...

Date: 2010-09-02 03:47 am (UTC)
rahirah: (Default)
From: [personal profile] rahirah
:D

Date: 2010-09-02 05:27 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
:)

Date: 2010-09-03 04:46 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] dragonyphoenix.livejournal.com
Awwww, that's great. I love conflict between what she knows she should feel and what she does.

Date: 2010-09-06 05:00 am (UTC)
deird1: Fred looking pretty and thoughful (Default)
From: [personal profile] deird1
Thanks!

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